Rame risonante o squillante cembalo.
Dream Journal
12022026 - Stairs, again. Being burdened with tasks by my family while they're out. My grandmother making homemade pasta dough. I was in the kitchen figuring something out I was supposed to show someone who was about to arrive at my place.
13022026 - Elevators for once! A date with a cute girl at some cafe. Wrong orders. Sitting in front of eachother, I held her face in my hands and stared.
14022026 - Running around frantically in a labyrinthic house, there was some kind of stalker thing going on? Then I was outside, in the street of my hometown, chased again by someone: I ran faster than everyone else in long quick steps towards my house.
15022026 - I woke up on a beach and I couldn't remember anything but who I was. After a failed attempt at a burglary in a palace nearby, I threw myself and others in the open sea just to be taken back to the shore by the waves. The people there forgave us and invited us in, but I just wanted to go home. I coulnd't remember though, were it was. My sister did, first explaining we only had our father left, then pointed to our house beyond a river. So we started walking. The river was full of corpses and zombies moving in the waters, slowly. The wooden bridge was narrow, tortuous, and frail looking. It was going alright until at the very end those zombies started crawling from holes in the bridge and a more powerful entity blocked our path. Like some kind of rpg, I had no weapons and the others couldn't fight. It was over!
Then I dreamt I was back home. I had woken up early to clean and do laundry. I fell asleep until late, around 5 pm, and I started panicking because I still had to hang laundry outside...But when I went on the balcony it was already there. In the kitchen, my father was cleaning although I had done that myself already - he started asking me what I had done of use that day. It was mother's day. Everyone was sitting at the table, insistently kept asking what I had eaten, since what they left for me was still there.
17022026 - My hometown, again. I was being dragged along but I had to study - I had a Japan (the band) tote and my pc in it. At my aunt's place I sat down to browse through a sound design centered website...peculiar. Then out again, my older cousin teased be about being always so busy. I had a concert in two weeks. I was thinking about the backstage with a friend. The place my parents wanted to visit was closed so they headed to the city. In the back seat, I was pondering. I wanted to go to a music shop. Then I was telling someone about this one friend of mine.
18022026 - Roadkill, perhaps a corpse. The car drove over it like it was nothing. \ My mother justifying someone who hurt me - I asked, "what about me?". \ Family trip. I was the one with the most luggage to bring along. I wasn't sure it was all mine. \ Out to eat with two friends of mine. My friend's sister arrived and commented on my masculinity? as a woman?
19022026 - I was getting ready for a masked ball. Gifts exchange, I got a hug and a signed copy of a zine from my friend. I was avoiding someone in the room who still had to give me something. I went home before the actual event and even though I wasn't hungry, I loaded my plate and got nauseous.
22022026 - Childhood friends\bullies. One wanted to try my glasses on, the other asked me how to accept being a lesbian.
24022026 - I was getting a tattoo on my right hip down to my thigh, a simple curved line. I was supposed to get it tattooed on the other side too but didn't.
25022026 - My left foot had been amputated, yet I was moving and sorting stuff ignoring the pain. Someone arrived, and without taking notice of my condition, asked me to reach for something on a high shelf - I stood up my single foot and handed it over like it was nothing.
26022026 - Making out messily \ roadie for Dj Sisen? how would that even work? I messed up a couple things before figuring something out about the program he was using, his method. \ Old clothes and belongings of mine thrown in a field next to my grandparents' house, I picked them up and got ridiculed. \ Somewhere in Venice, back in time - some kind of drag show, War about to break.
